One week

In one week we have our anatomy scan ultrasound.  I will be 18w6d at the u/s. No am scared...scared that our baby will have the fate that Abbie did.  Holding Abbie and watching my sister experience what it feels like to lose her daughter is horrific to me.  I am praying so hard that our baby is healthy.  The healthy that most moms don't think about when going through pregnancy.  You always want a healthy baby but even when you think of the chance of an unhealthy child you don't usually focus on the fact your almost full term baby might be an angel before she is born.  I am scared.  I know I'm not as strong as my sister.  I am afraid what they might tell us, what we might see on the u/s screen.  Ugh.  I just want our baby to be okay. 

A crappy situation

Last night around 3:00am I woke up and heard the sub pump working every 30 seconds.  I told Josh and we figured that it was because all the snow was melted outside.  When I woke up this morning i noticed it smelled musty/stinky so Mass and I went to investigate.  We opened the basement door, smelled sewer and heard a waterfall.  Oh me oh my!  Josh got home.  He went in the basement and sure enough a waterful and broken pipe. We called a plumber and he came out.  Our septic is full and can't be reached until the frost is gone 😢😢.  The pipe can't be fixed until the water in our ditch and yard goes down.  He they would fix it now all the water from those two places would flood our house.  The plumber told just at least a week and Josh said we can't have water going into our basement for another week!!!  So they said possibly a couple of days.  Our house stinks and there is water standing in our basement.  I cried and cried.  However, I came to the realization that it was old piping so whatever we do to fix it will be an update to our house.  This makes me not as sad.  In the meantime we are staying at Drew and Beckys whole Josh sleeps there to make sure the sub pump doesn't quit.  If it quits it will be bad news bears.  The photos below are all spetic water that could potentially flood our house if we try to fix the pipe now 😔

Cheetos

Why oh why are these darn things so addicting.  I will take them crunchy, puffy, ball form or whatever. Soo good and so bad for you.  

Sleepy house today.  Apparently Stella and Bear missed the memo!

Paris

Paris recently went to the vet.  She's been on medicine for almost two weeks for a bladder infection, ear infection and possible absess.  Well let me tell you, she must not of been feeling well for awhile.   Last night she ate two of Masseys toys & was spunky as a puppy.  She is 10, what senior citizen wars toys, LOL.  I guess Massey will never know what the letter W looks like ;-) 

Home Depot

It's a good thing we are trying hard to stick to a budget because Home Depot likes my money 😉. We purchased our hinges and handles for our cabinets.  Yeah!!!  We are finally going to have doors  up!! 

God

Sometimes you find God where you least expect it.  A dental hygentist gave me this when I told her about sweet baby Abbie Rae.  I don't know her other than the two times she has cleaned my teeth but she even shed tears over Abbie Rae's diagnosis.  She also took my prayers for Abbie Rae bracelet and said this was out of her norm.  

Cat Chairs?

I think Tazer believes that Masseys Christmas presents are hers.  Maybe I should market these as cat chairs and make millions...